face it tiger, you just hit the jackpot... the fame and glamour don't last but so what? i'm going to enjoy the ride as long as i can. this is everything i ever wanted... isn't it?... this time little mary jane's in the spotlight!... like scarlet o'hara said, tomorrow is another day!... danger is my middle name. it's monogrammed on all my towels... go get 'em, tiger.
if they only knew... i had to laugh, because i knew if i started crying i'd never be able to stop.
❛ what — ? ❜ he freezes, hesitant in the way he pulls away, worry makes it’s way onto expression. brows knit together, lips parted as if he were about to speak. instead, there’s silence, trying to remember the last time he even heard her voice, let alone seen her FACE. he melts under her cold gaze, a mess of nerves finally unwinding. ❛ what do you mean ? we haven’t even … we haven’t even talked since you left. you didn’t even tell me when you were leaving – you were just GONE. you didn’t even answer your phone when i called. i thought something happened to you – ❜ a breath, he finally has time to really think about it / lip folding under teeth, hues shift away. ❛ where is this even coming from — are you … are you leaving me ? i don’t even … i don’t get what happened. why wouldn’t you just TALK to me ?❜
she takes a deep breath, gaze averting as she shakes her head. ❛ i told you i was leaving monday morning. ❜ her voice was uncharacteristically low with little inflection. she couldn’t deal with this right now. the wound was too fresh – too deep. she hadn’t recovered; just tossed it under a rug. she was always good at running away from her problems – the film had proven a perfect opportunity. she swallows the lump in her throat, green eyes finally meeting brown hues. ❛LEAVINGYOU? ❜ hushed anger becomes apparent in her town, sullen visage twisted with disdain hurt. ❛ i thought you were doing me the FAVOR. ❜ her high pitched voice CRACKS – hoarse from a week of crying.❛i’m not ——- her. ❜ she inhales sharply, her eyes shutting for a moment, as her fist clenches , her jaw trembling as she speaks again.❛why are you here, peter?❜