face it tiger, you just hit the jackpot... the fame and glamour don't last but so what? i'm going to enjoy the ride as long as i can. this is everything i ever wanted... isn't it?... this time little mary jane's in the spotlight!... like scarlet o'hara said, tomorrow is another day!... danger is my middle name. it's monogrammed on all my towels... go get 'em, tiger.
if they only knew... i had to laugh, because i knew if i started crying i'd never be able to stop.
❛ what are you talking about — ?? ❜ tone laced with concern, demeanor’s soft / anything but the chameleon, he only contemplates reaching for her hand, unaccustomed to seeing the other so distraught. instead, hands hang at sides, chest raises & falls with a deep breath, he tries to understand the problems at play, only able to think of the the way things were. ❛ did i miss something ? you’re not WHO – ? ❜ digits run to push back his hair, he shifts, unstable sigh pushing through dry lips. ❛ i’m here because you’ve been ignoring me and i don’t even know what i did. what’s wrong ? i can’t – … i can’t FIX anything if i don’t know what i’m tryin’ to fix. ❜ voice stays light, shaky, he treads lightly, worry CONSTANT in the back of mind. ❛ what did i do ? ❜
she scoffs incredulously, almost laughing humorlessly as he seems so convenientlyUNAWARE of all the pain, and torment he’s caused her. during what was supposed to be the most exciting first week of her life and budding career. and now to have her RELIVE it, as if a phoncall hadn’t been enough. she bites her quivering lip, swallowing the lump in her throat; green eyes glossy brimmed with soft tears she dares to fall. ❛you said —– you told me, that we were never meant to be together. i’m not —– i’m not gwen. i’m never gonna be her. why should we TORTURE ourselves? ❜ she throws his own words back in his face but nothing she could say would make him feel the same ACHE she did. a gaping wound, reopened.
❛did you come all this way just to say you CHANGED YOUR MIND? ❜